9.16.2010

So funky.

Well where to start? These past few weeks I've been pretty stressed to the max. Apparently so stressed that I've given myself random chest pains. (don't worry; they've subsided...mostly) You may be wondering what the cause of this extra stress is and I guess I would have to blame it on work (mostly). I am kind of to the point where how much is too much. I didn't think I would reach this point so quickly, but maybe I am just going through a funk. Yes, that is what it must be. I'm sure I will snap out of it soon.

Otherwise things are trucking along. Sometimes slower than I'd like, but I've learned a long time ago that you can't make people care about you or anything else. They have to feel it on their own.

Another lesson that I recently learned: Doing things for yourself is much more gratifying than doing things because others want or expect you to. You are the one who has to look at yourself in mirror every morning and night and accept the decisions and actions you've made. You have to live with them no matter who influenced you to act on them, so why not start by pleasing yourself first?

So there you go. How grown up of me if I do say so myself.

Suck it, haters.