hazy.

I often wonder where life is going to take me and sometimes if it's even somewhere I want to go. I try to be patient and let things unfold, but sometimes it's frustrating. I hate looking to the future and not seeing a clear picture or even a picture at all. All I see is haze.

I mean I think I know what I want to find through that haze, but lets be honest, those thoughts can change on a daily basis. I just don't understand how people can know what they want. Am I really that indecisive? I thought I just liked to have options. But what happens when things get stagnant and then you don't have a clear option in front of you? I kind of feel like I'm in that place.

I think I let it go too far as now I am just frustrated. Why didn't I better prepare myself for this possibility? Why does everything have to be a learning lesson?

Well, just some thoughts as I wander aimlessly through my life. I think I need a life-changer; I mean a real core-shaker.