This is me.

I was going to be on a blogging sabbatical until October 1st, but I am breaking my silence. (Haha.)

Why all of a sudden? I guess I am just feeling it now and figured I should embrace it. I tend to blog when I am feeling too many things to sort out in my head, yet I don't know how to put it into words right now.

Things are going fairly well in my life, besides the no job situation. I am starting to panic a bit which helps me to get something done I suppose and therefore apply for more jobs. I'm not to the point of losing sleep (that is when I know it's bad) and I hope to avoid that. I really like my sleep.

I spent a great weekend with two great friends and we saw a great performer. We made many memories and they made being in a car for 24 hours in 3 days tolerable, which is saying a lot. Jason Mraz was the main focus of the trip and well worth it. He is amazingly talented and it was the best concert I have ever been to. It was also in the Denver area and Denver will always hold a special place in my heart. I love it there and can really see myself living in that area some day.

Anyways, one of the things I love about Jason Mraz is his attitude which is apparent from his music and blog. It's like he exudes love. He always seems positive and at peace with life. He is very insightful and I wish I was more like him. I want to exude love. But as much as I try, I seem to slip up more often than not. I try to tell myself that I need to make myself happy but I just wish I didn't care so much about what my friends and others I care about think. It seems I can't make them all happy and myself happy at the same time. Either I have to sacrifice or their feelings get hurt. It's a bit of a catch-22 I guess. Which reminds me, I want to read that book sometime.

Well I suppose that is enough for now. Sorry it's not the peppy upbeat return to my blog that I wanted to dazzle everyone with.

Peace and love.