No more denial...

So it's official. I will admit what I've inevitably been denying for a while now...

I'm lost.

Or at least that's how I feel in my life. I think I've always had somewhat of a direction, but as of late I don't think that's true. I just don't know about anything anymore.

I don't know what I want in any aspect of my life. I don't know what will make me happy or what makes me happy right now. All the stability I thought I had is crumbling around me like old concrete. I have no idea how to stop it or make it all better. I do things that I think I want or that I think will make me happy, but ultimately they don't.

So I'll pose the question: what am I supposed to do to make things better?

Because I sure as heck don't know.