So here I am only 2 days into my last actual semester as an undergrad, and I am already dreading it. It is going to be more challenging than I would like and yes, I like things easy. So classes should be interesting and lets throw finding an internship for the summer on top of that. And then after that, I suppose a job!
I was chatting with a relative, who shall remain unnamed, and she was asking me about graduation details, etc. and I guess I didn't express the correct amount of enthusiasm for the whole event to which she commented, "You don't sound ready for it?" and honestly, she summed my feelings up nicely even though I thought it was a little rude, but whatever. I'm not ready for it. I feel like life came at me at an incredibly fast speed and now I am struggling to keep up with it and watching it go by.
I mean most of my friends who are graduating this spring also don't necessarily have jobs or definite plans. That would be besides my nursing buds. They seem to have it all planned out. But the rest of us seem rather clueless or unsure of the next step.
I really do believe that everything will find a way to work out because it always does. At least it always has for me. I need to learn to sit back and not stress so much which hurts my jaw as I tend to convert my stress into jaw tension. I clench my teeth like no one's business which can be very painful and I have been doing it a lot lately. *sigh*
I guess I will just keep my fingers crossed and keep chasing my dreams/life.
Because I do this...
I need one of these.
Or maybe a high-end model like this one. Sexy.
