Coming into focus.

Life has been interesting lately. I feel like I've been thinking more about my own life, what I want from it, and what I'm doing in it to make things happen.

There are certain parts of my life that just make sense all of a sudden. I'm seeing connections and patterns that were never quite as obvious as they suddenly are now.

But now that I see the patterns, maybe I can do something to change or alter them so I don't always end up down the same path. (Because not everything I do or have done has such great results.) I feel more in control of certain aspects of my life. I know more of what I want and therefore can go out and find it.

It is a funny feeling when you see your dreams changing before your eyes. I've never had a direct path I wanted my life to take, but had ideas and accomplishments that just seemed like natural fits for me. I'm starting to embrace different ideas and maybe not so 'comfortable' things for me, which I think is great. I want to do things I had never really considered or had only considered briefly. I feel like I'm actually growing as a person and evolving into who I'm meant to be.

So it really has been an interesting time in my life. Lots of ups and downs. Lots of new ideas and plans. Lots of living.

Peace and love.

P.S. I'm really really excited about the new year coming up but will write about that later... :)