I've been doing a lot of thinking recently focusing mostly on my misfortunes in life. Sure I've been let down quite a bit in the past week or so, but I need to stop dwelling on it. We all have to deal with misfortune and bad times at some point, but the fact is we deal and move on.
It is so easy to play the 'woe is me' role and sometimes it's needed. Just like sometimes sobbing uncontrollably on my floor is needed. It is a release and I feel better after doing it.
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I'm done focusing on the bad in my life, even though not everything has been resolved. It will get resolved eventually because it has to one way or another and worrying or dwelling on it will not change that. That is just a fact of life that I sometimes lose sight of.
I have so much going for me and so many good things in my life to focus on. I also think things are starting to look up. I have some upcoming opportunities so now it is time to examine those options and pick the best one for me to start working towards. I need to figure out what is best for me and my life.
So I welcome the changes with open arms because I have not been so happy with how things have been going.
It also helps to remember that in a little over 2 weeks I'll be in Hawaii. So aloha bitches.
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