So yesterday I received some exciting news. It was the kind of news that makes you feel so good about yourself and you really want to share it with someone because you can't stop smiling.
So while I was on cloud nine, my mind raced to think of a person to call. As I went from person to person, I thought of reasons why I shouldn't call them and share the news. "Oh she's probably busy, they are working, he might not answer or even care, etc..." is what ran through my mind.
As a consequence, I called no one. I couldn't think of a single person that might be available for me to share my news with and by the time I saw someone in person, I just decided to keep it to myself. I had come down from my high of happiness and was no longer as elated as I had been just a little bit earlier.
I know I have many people I can depend on in my life, but for some reason I didn't have that one person that most people have and call in these situations.
I am flabbergasted by this and maybe need to make some changes in my life.