Ridiculously happy.

When life is good, it is really good. I am the happiest I have been in a long time. Everything just seems to go my way lately. I was chosen for an amazing $2000 scholarship to put towards expenses from my unpaid internship this summer, I finally got my internship paperwork all done and am ready to start in May, and I passed my exit exam, which means I graduate with honors. Now I knew I would get the second one done because I have to to be able to graduate...I need those 12 credits! But I am totally blown away by the other ones; they were both completely unexpected.

I am just overall happy. I had a tough, but much needed discussion with my parents recently, I have an amazing niece whom I love more than I ever thought possible, and I have amazing friends who are always there for me, even when I feel absolutely alone in the world. Also, I am noticing many more cute guys around here! Where have they been hiding? Maybe they sense my happiness...after all, it is suppose to be contagious. :) Oh and most importantly, I am so close to getting out of here! I can see the window of opportunity opening up and I want to jump.

It is such a nice change of pace, but I'll admit that it scares me. I keep waiting for Ashton Kutcher to jump out of my closet and yell "you've been punk'd!"

Maybe it is just my time to have so much positive energy come my way and maybe I deserve it. Part of me is skeptical though. I keep waiting for the rug to be pulled out from under me because that is usually what happens when I am so happy; my world finds a way to come crashing down on me. So I can't help but think something bad is going to happen and wonder what it will be.

I just can't fight the feeling...there have got to be ominous clouds in the distance.

But for right now, I will push the negative thoughts to the back of my mind and make the most of all the goodness that has come to me lately.